Phantasmagoria

I always said to my self that,"We never know what would happen next. For the next 5 seconds or either 5 minutes." Who knows a two person that used to be walking side by side, now has been separate to different path. And now they're having their own life and act like these past years is nothing but an illusion.
The love they said is illusion. The passion they had is confusion.
Every kiss, hug and laugh is a manipulation, just to support the whole definiton of love in general.
Every heartache isn't worth, every tears is a waste of time.
It was all nothing, i might say.


An empty hearts for months, after the long lost kiss and the warmth of the hug has gone. The flame had long outages. Only cold remains.. Cold chemistry made frozen heart.. and getting colder till it's freezing. And no one notice.
They're all now blind. No, they can't see which love and remark that all the chemistry was gone.
They're just dancing in their beautiful phantasmagoria of the kind of affair that they want.


Pathetic. I might add.


But auspiciously, it didn't waste another years for them to realize that, this is not right.
If they force to go with it, and let's say finally they tie the knot. I don't think its gonna be a great time to through.

Now after the detachment.. they seems able to attain what they didn't achieved while they're both still together. No more inner preassure. No more hidden faux pas in a broader sense.
Every little things look easier now, world doesn't look too tight either.

To could breathe freely without any emphasis is a good thing, isn't it?
If anyone of you ever get into this situation and feel relieved after its all happened, be blessed..
Because now you're become a tougher person than you were before.
You're heart now is far from fragile and that's just another phase of self bulid up.

She's happy now. And I wish.. vice versa