Showing posts with label Memoire aleatoires. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memoire aleatoires. Show all posts

10.6.11

Predatlikk...

With the photographer, My Lil Tiny :)

Today I'm having photoshoot with both of my best girls. Prilia and Datin. We took all the photo at Prilia's living room and backyard.
We play with colours. We took gazillion of picture. There's one and two problem, we lost all of our first picture, we're three like,"Oh, Man." "Oh, well.." and the second, it took hard effort to remove the eye shadow.
Then we start all over again with different theme.
I'm gonna show you several of them.


6.6.11

Chocolate & Cigarettes



This is a beautiful song. And this song can't make me stop saying,"Damn this is so me." whenever I listen to this song, which means a zillion times. I know every people ever trap in situation where they should choose a path for their life. To be honest, I'm not a LDR person. I ever done it once, leave him for 2 months and that's it. I don't want to do that anymore. If i have to go overseas. I want him to come with me.


And all that I can think about is you//
Still too young to fail/to scared to sail away/But one of these days Ill grow old/And Ill grow brave and Ill go/One of these days.




4.12.10

Another plagiarism

First of all, maybe if you read this and my latest post. I always talking about; Piracy or Plagiarism. Because I currently find out my art thru word, and my idea thru the anniversary gift are being followed. I don't mind, really.

But, the problem is..

That was my gift, to my dearest one. In our first anniversary where he gave me ring. (click here to see the post)
Call me selfish but I don't want anyone has the same anniversary gift that I gave to him.
Because I'm thinking about this by myself, I'm not seeing anyone ever make this for anniversary, so I made it.
I made it so it would has special meaning while he recieved it. Knowing that he was the only one who have that for anniversary.
I don't know on the other side of world maybe someone do it too, but at least, he will feel special that the Rubik's was purely his Girlfriend idea without copying, or inspired by anyone but their own love.

And about few of my post that I caught being copied.
I wrote letter to God (click here), and post that I wrote to describe the sweet different thing that happen in my birthday night between Me and My birthday surprise, and my great fellow with her Ex's --But now become her Boyf again already-- (click here).



I mean by that,
I'm a sensitive person, a touchy and easy hurt one.
Every post that I wrote based on everything that happened in my life.
Even the past, present, or my future. So there's a true story behind every post. And I don't want anyone re-wrote it without any of my permission.


So, once again. Repeating my words on Piracy post, "I tell you what? Everything is easy to find these days, Don't mess up with copyright cause it's easy to track"



Goodnight, Imitator.

23.11.10

Piracy.

Tonight, like always, I'm having quite trouble of sleeping. So I decided to searching my tweets via Twitter.
In case someone copying my tweet. I thought there's no one will copying exactly as what I tweet, cause who the hell am I? I am nobody.

But in fact, I found one name.

At first I think, maybe this is just a coincidence that we had the same tweet. But when I opened her account. I'm terribly in shock attack. She has EXACTLY the same tweet with mine. And there's several tweet that have an alteration here and there, but I still notice that's my tweet cause I WROTE IT by my self.

Sorry if this post seems too emotional, because I am. I am mad. Everytime I retweeted other tweet, I always giving their watermark because I appreciate others creation. I will never gonna do such thing.
Cause I know what they gonna feel if someone steal their idea. I could call it stealing, didn't I?

I have proof, I've even talk to her in private but she refuse that she ever know what my Twitter is, so, okay then :) In fact I feel flattered someone dying to be like me through their word using MY word.
Na ah, I'm not gonna tell who she is here. Or gonna post the corroboration that I've get caught. Let me keep it for my self :D


For anyone out there, I tell you what? Everything is easy to find these days, Don't mess up with copyright cause it's easy to track ;)

3.11.10

Sometimes when I sit in front of my blank loose leaf with pencil and eraser. I feel like I could draw anything I like. I'd be able to pour down my imagination into a drawing.
My best friend ever told me,'If you could draw something in your imagination. Just go with it. Then, you could draw anything you want.'

But sometimes you know, I'm just losing it.
Maybe I'm the most inconsistent and easily distracted person ever. One little goof could destroy the entire kingdom of my good mood. And screw everything what crossing my mind and tenet for doing it.
That's what I hate from my self. I'm easily distracted.

Like now. While I'm writing this post.
Before I write those first sentence, I feel like,'I could write everything that been running over my brain now'
but then, now I'm stuck.
Stuck expressed what I want to convey. And I hate it. Really.

1.11.10

Arbitary post in arbitary moment

Have you ever been in this situation?

When every thing seems so wrong. When the one you love turned into the one you hate, then you suddenly qualm whenever you see their face, whenever you think about them, you touch them, you hug them, or maybe you kiss them. It feels like, you don't wanna do this but you should! You can't avoid to not to hug, kiss, touch or even talk to them.
The worst part is.. You can't get over from what you hate.
Well, hate is a strong word for me.
But I can't think another word but hate whenever I feel about it, maybe I could call it, excessively chafe.

After everything you've been through and you thought every single thing is fine, but then you found out all lies and make yourself think,"Wow.. Shit.. It hurts! Oh shit.. It feels like shit been throwing to my face.. oh shit!This is a macroblunder from the very beginning. SHIT!" And you keep ended up shitting all the things happen from the start, but you can't get back to fixed thing. To warned somebody to not to do that, to avoiding the mistaken.

But it's late.. It'll never could be fix. at all. However, you could just pretend everything was fine and just go with it, waiting for time to heal your wound and disenchant it.

I'm not refering to someone by this post. It could be happen to your friend, boy/girlfriend, best friend, or even family members.
It could be anyone...

11.10.10

Flashmob Indonesia

I know about this event abide in our lovely Indonesia lately. I ever heard about Flashmob that held in other states but ours. So when I know that Flashmob started to penetrated Indonesian people and we do have the community of it. I decided to string along with it.

10.10.10

That was the date where we set to show up in pirouette Bunderan HI area, near Bus Shelter Tosari, Menara Exim - Menara BCA. over a thousand of people include the first biggest mob in Indonesia.
We deliberated it in consort with World Walking Day and Car Free Day at Bunderan HI to transmit their day with our smolder vigor.

After 1 day rehearsal and 1 aggregate GR. We ready to surprise the city!
And this is the video, I got it on You Tube from: MizoneFlashmob official video for 101010 event



ps: You can't find even the piece of me cause I'm in the middle of the crowd :p

Enjoy the video guys, I'll update it soon if I found the clearer video :) And wait for me and my boyfriend project soon, and I do need a comment for it!


SEE YA!! Xx


18.7.10

Grown up

There's a time, where you have to grow up.
Leaving up your comfort zone...
Face the cruel world where you living
Throw away your barbie doll, and fairytales dream.
Start to made your first CV, an interview. Or maybe you just applying to college.
Leaving you home town,
Your mom, dad, and your childhood memory behind.

Until you find yourself, sitting on your expensive bench,
In your own house in Florida or South France,
Watching your grown up kids play with their dog.
And someone kissed your ears from your left, that already being your spouse.


You stare at him in the eyes, and whisper to your self..

"It's been 10years since i get away from my teen life, Realize that something will never be the same again. And yes, it will never ever be the same again. The difference is, I grown up"

11.7.10

18!

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From @priliahs blog.


@girinarasoma @vincaaaa @syafirazein @nindyanindoosh @sasqialx @nadrakacang @ditaharahap @aldosurya @noviagustina @dhanissaa @denbaim @ayuboeang @dwieca @rifqiadinegoro @enadjuanda @hardyyusuf @harisbash @cynthiasarosa @sorayaluthfia @bylamocodompis @monicaprmta @ztatyana @rickybahry @haredateaya @caesarianda @tiyut @athifah @datinys @dikkadika @yasmineranggo @chachamaricha @deaelmasita @julianhaynes @bmaquilla @jihanjiji @fenyin @gisdasyafitri @naneruhita @amandacesira @ryskasribina @nidie @ArazFelayagi @febryfeb @melageerhan @vinayvinoy @Bancheevermay @ramadika @isashrf @yoanagnes @NadyaY @praultaapoy

Thank you for all the birthday wishes on Twitter nor text messeage :) Thank you, I feel blessed


...And for someone who says "Happy birthday" more than 20times,
Thank you for being sucha wonderful present for me :) For appearing in front of my porch, and give me the first kisses on my 6570 days. How could I not be so grateful to have you?
I love you, My 00:09AM.

6.7.10

Snow on July

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I wish I found snow outside my house in July,
Then I woke up with my dearest one beside.

I realized.. It's winter, Winter in Jakarta? It's absurd!
So I grab my coat on hanger, and I went outside with my barefoot


It's cold, and I can feel the snow underneath my feet melted
I came back inside, and found him awake
Bring me a big glass of hot caramel latte with a bunch of foam

And we sit by the window, watch the falling snow

Then I looked on the calendar, beside the clock..
It's eleven, today. The eleventh day of July
My favorite day yet I abhor of the year,
I'm going to be 6570 days old this year.
I wonder how my 6570 days, will be?
Will I found the snow in Jakarta on July?

15.6.10

Graduation

15 June 2010
I... Zulika Citraning Wulan Wangke and 428 others has officialy graduated from SMA Negeri 39 Jakarta.
Yeah, I just got home from my graduation. Seeing my friends with Blazer,Heels and Suits. It's just amazing and I thought --Wow, were all grown up. The whole graduation ceremony was TOTAL bored. We secretly took quite much of picture because our ceremonial steering committee forbid it.

While we laugh, I recall every single things that ever happen in this school. I start my class at XE or XEPIDER, I forgot what was that mean. I meet my new friends, I meet Nidya. Which is I love her and her spoiledness. Shellas, who ever put Arga on rooftop. As you know, XE was on the top of the floor, it's 4th floor. And Shellas put Arga on the roof. Hahahaha I still giggled if I remember that.
On the next grade, I say hello to XI Social 1. We named it Sosis.
If the ten grade was full of fun and some stubborness, I felt so much different at XI Social 1.
Classmate quarrel, love, complicated, trouble, problem, alienated, affair. I feel them all on Social 2. STULA!!!! That was so great.. Gue kangen STULA :(
And finally, here I am, ended on XII Social 2. Having some people that maybe I've already known before as my friend. All the sense of kinship that we have, I just.. feel that I'm gonna miss you guys. My 1year chair mate, Mela Geerhan. All those foolishness that ever happened, then we lost one of our family, Esther Natalia Lallo.
I will never forget it ever in my life, it will always crystallize in my mind. That you guys ever stop by in my life. I really really gonna miss all those things :'(

I love you XE, XI Social 1, XII Social 2.
I love you, Trente Neuf.

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As we go on// we remember//all the times we had together//And as our lives change//come whatever//we will still here//friends forever
Graduation//Vitamin C

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Social 1, We try to be a Consumerism person :p No offense guys!!

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Social 1 on umbrella

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BUS 4 (kalo nggak salah) STUdi LApangan!! STULA.



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Kampung Naga, has a long long winding stair



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The hotel


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Candi Cangkuang


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CIATER!!



Aaaa, I'm gonna miss my high school,
but well... Hello, adult world.

19.4.10

The Beha&Lazareanu.

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Prilia and I, was decided to being like Freja and Irina. I'm Freja, and she's Irina. It start from my freaked out message to her because something that bothered me for all this time. Then there the sillyness come..

(Me, Prilia)

Aaaa pliliiii
Aku lagi rakus banget nih pengen makan semuanya

Aw! JANGAN MAKAN AKU! aku tau aku enak

Aku nggak minat makan amu, nanti aku jadi cipiiiiiiit

Ciaaal, cipit cipit aku ekcotic haikhaikhaik

Ekcotik banget muka kamu kayak Gemma Ward

Ih acik, tapi aku maunya kayak Irina Lazareanu..
Kamu kayak Lily Cole

Sumpah li!!! Aku nggak pernah ugfyusfyue!!! Masa aku mirip kayak Lily ugfyusfyue -,,--------
Aku maunya Freja Beha
(ugfyusfyue: disensor untuk kebaikan bersama)

Anjis, pikiran lo.. Muahahahaha.. Oke kamu Freja Beha, (beha) aku Irina Lazareanu.. Ganti nama kontak

OKAY!!! GANTI NAMA CONTACT..
MAU POCHTING AHH SOAL BEHA SAMA IRINA




And now, tonight..
The night before Irina's birthday, we're officialy like Freja and Irina. Not that lesbian thing, but we're best friend!

18.4.10

16.4.10

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”.
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.




Source: Ena Djuanda blog.

11.7.09

It's my birthday, my fuckin awesome 17th birthday

Well HELLO HELLO HELLO . hahaha nggak nyantai banget ya gue nyapanya?
biarin ah, akhir akhir ini gue nyadar banget gue menjadi seorang 'Grumpy' marah mulu, ngomel mulu, ngeluh mulu, semua salah aja di mata gue.
Ya itu karena rencana pool aprty gue gagal total karena Imam sakit, gue mau ada dia di pool party gue. Okay, skip. Itu udah batal.

Terus kemaren dia minta gue buat dateng ke rumahnya dia hari ini, okay. Jadi tadi gue ke rumahnya dia dulu, tadinya gue mau di drop disana sama nyokap bokap gue karena nyokap gue ada urusan dulu ke tebet. Eh taunya momcu nggak jadi ke Tebetnya tapi cuma nganterin gue aja ke rumah Imam.


Skip.


Gue sampe di rumah Imam, gue masuk ke rumahnya. Finally ngeliat mukanya, kangen berat.
Terus gue duduk deh nungguin nyokapnya keluar kamar, Imam bilang, nyokap bokap gue suruh turun aja gitu. Oke deh pas gue sms nyokap gue itu nyokapnya dia keluar kamar terus nyokap gue juga turun.

Nah pas bokapnya dia dan gue lagi duduk, nyokap gue sama nyokapnya dia masih berdiri ngobrol tiba-tiba Imam yang menghilang begitu saja, keluar dari kamar nyokapnya sambil bawa kue :----) ahhhhhh, okay reaksi gue saat itu adalah NANGIS.
gue tutupan muka dan nangis, hehehe antara malu, seneng, bahagia, kangen, semua nyampur sama tangisan gue. Di depan nyokap kita dan bokap dia lagi, hahaha -.- malu deh gue. Terus dia duduk disebelah gue, megangin kue, gue masih tutupan dan nangis.
terus dia bilang,

Imam:"Di tiup dong lilinnya"
Gue:"Nggak mau nggak mau, malu ah."
Imam:"Ayo dong sayang."

Terus gue buka pelan pelan sambil ngelap air mata gue, Terus gue tiup deh lilinnya.
Aduh, kalo bisa gue meluk dia didepan Emak gue dan Emak Baba dia, udah gue peluk deh tuh.


Hihihi akyu malyuwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Akyu senang.
Ternyata ulang taun gue nggak seburuk yang gue bayangkan. Pool party gue emang gagal, tapiiiiiiiii dia malah ngasih gue surprise begitu :) ah gue belom pernah di gituin sama cowok hehe dan terimakasih karena gue dikasih surprise semacam itu di hari ulang taun gue yang sekarang, ke 17. Yang kata orang sangat spesial, dan ya, emang ini yang paling spesial.

Terus kan Baba gue sama kakak gue ikut turun juga ya, potong kue deh tuh hihihi. Sayang banget waktu gue niup lilin itu nggak ada fotonya -.- padahal kan sayang bangeeeeeet gue pengen liat muka najis gue abis nangis ketawa girang itu hihihi
Abis itu kita ngobrol ngobrol, iya keluarga gue sama keluarga Imam, haha berasa mau lamaran gue pertemuan orang tua begitu hihhi.

Ngobrol ngobrol gitu terus akhirnya pas gue mau pulang, Nyokapnya bilang, "Imam katanya ada kado buat Zalika." ---- fyi, nyokapnya Imam manggil gue Zalika, bukan Zulika atau Lika :D
Terus Imam masuk lagi ke kamar nyokapnya, terus keluar sambil bawa kado.
Terus kan pas gue mau ngambil kado dari tangannya Imam nyokap gue bilang,

Momcu:" Bilang makasih dong."
Gue:"Makasih ya sayang."

Terus Imam senyum senyum mesem lucu bikin gemes gitu kan, nah terus nyokap gue ngomong hal yang sangat membuat pipi gue memanas dan mateng, gue rasa dia juga gitu, nyokap gue bilang,

Momcu:"Dicium dong Imamnya!"
Gue:"Aaaaaaaaaah, apaan sih"
Gue ngomong gitu sambil tutupan kado mesem mesem senyam senyum nggak jelas ahahaha, di ketawain semua orang.
Momcu:"Hahaha, malu ya? Iya deh malu. Malu-malu aja."

Dalam hati gue, Ya iyalah gue malu mom -.- yang bener aja deh ahahhaa. Gue ngeliatin Imam yang bedirinya jauh bener dari gue, dia nyengir nyengir malu gitu hahaha lebar banget senyumnya, Khas senyum dia yang gue suka :)

Abis itu udah deh gue pamit huhuhu.
Tapi tetep gue nggak jadi nyium dia pas gue pamit juga hehehe, malu lagi ada Emak Baba gua sama Emak Babanya dia hahaha.


Tapi gue seneng, sangat amat seneng.
Makasih ya Imam sayang buat surprise party-nya, aku bener bener surprise hihihi
Makasih juga buat Tante Yulia sama Om Suhardi, :P yang ulang taun siapa yang di repotin siapa hehehe Thank you so much Tante :) Om :)


dan buat kadonya thank's a lot, actually kado terindahnya itu, ya kamu ay. Thank you Allah SWT for allowed me to meet you and having you in my life :------) muah muah.


Abis itu gue ke PIM, tadinya mau makan di Sushi Tei, tapi waiting listnya panjang banget bo' -.- Pindah haluan deh ke Sushi Groove.

Skip.

Abis disana kita cuma makan doang hehe, terus dari Sushi Groove, gue misah sama Emak Baba gua soalnya Emak gue ada acara lagi, dan gue nggak mood untuk ikut. Terus pas Emak Baba gue udah pergi, gue baru nyadar kalo kadonya Imam gue tinggal di mobil -_______________- batal deh gue langsung nyobain di rumah ~.~

Yaudahlah, abis itu gue ke PaperClip buat beli buku tulis, dan ke Gramed buat beli alat alat lainnya. Bo' penuh banget deh Gramed sama PaperClip, malas sekali saya berlama-lama disana, jadi setelah gue mendapatkan apa yang gue cari, gue langsung balik aja hihihi.





Gue jadi malu kemaren gue ngomel-ngomel terus, ternyata bener ya kata orang, di balik semua kejadian pasti ada hikmahnya.
Di hari ulang taun gue Imam sakit juga ada hikmahnya :)
Hikmahnya? Nyokap bokap gue ketemu sama nyokap bokap dia. Lengkap!
:----) Thank you Allah SWT.
And thank you buat semua yang udah ngucapin Happy Birthday ke gue, lewat Plurk, Twitter, Blog, atau SMS :------)
Thank you soooo much guys. :)


Anyway,
I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY o.O
soooooo much :) and all the ppl who getting involved, i'll never ever shared even a piece of you to anyone else.






Au revoir tous,
Smoochies