Arbitary post in arbitary moment

Have you ever been in this situation?

When every thing seems so wrong. When the one you love turned into the one you hate, then you suddenly qualm whenever you see their face, whenever you think about them, you touch them, you hug them, or maybe you kiss them. It feels like, you don't wanna do this but you should! You can't avoid to not to hug, kiss, touch or even talk to them.
The worst part is.. You can't get over from what you hate.

Well, hate is a strong word for me.

But I can't think another word but hate whenever I feel about it, maybe I could call it, excessively chafe.

After everything you've been through and you thought every single thing is fine, but then you found out all lies and make yourself think,"Wow.. Shit.. It hurts! Oh shit.. It feels like shit been throwing to my face.. oh shit!This is a macroblunder from the very beginning. SHIT!" And you keep ended up shitting all the things happen from the start, but you can't get back to fixed thing. To warned somebody to not to do that, to avoiding the mistaken.

But it's late.. It'll never could be fix. at all. However, you could just pretend everything was fine and just go with it, waiting for time to heal your wound and disenchant it.

I'm not refering to someone by this post. It could be happen to your friend, boy/girlfriend, best friend, or even family members.
It could be anyone...