I am one year older. Yesterday was my annual event, called birthday. Haha. Got super touched by my besties, who made me Gif then changed their Display Picture on BBM but still ignored me when I say thank you for billion times. Thank you so much people for the birthday greetings on Twitter, BBM or SMS :) It means a lot!
Spending my time with him at home. Actually yesterday was quite like a dream, because I just arrived from my trip to Bali on 5 in the morning. So, to be honest yesterday I'm a bit skip :p
And now a day away my annual event. Reality bites me. Sometimes problem made you not who you are. You will say things that hurt other feelings, but you don't feel sorry. Someone will say you're a posessive bitch, and you will just walk away. You're hurt. But people won't care, even the closest one, wont notice that you're beyond broken that he know or expect. Because, he have his own problem too.
You feel lost. And you don't know where to hang. Cause someone you used to try, just not like the same anymore. And when he's not the one who wants to get rid of you, but your parents also, you try not to cry. You try so hard, that people might think that you're damn tough. In fact you're not.
People change into someone they said they'll never be. Life goes up and down. Reality is a bitch and you, seems to have to stand up alone.
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